Writing Saves Me
I am clueless about being a living person today. I am trying to figure out what has happened to my life recently, but I cannot define it precisely. I attempt to run from this unpredictable situation that threatens me seriously. However, I still hunger for peacefulness, walking under the blue sky, the warm wind pushes to keep my step going. Yet, my head put me in another version of endless restlessness.
Outside is extremely hot, It is about 37–39 degrees, and I still sit down on my chair, putting my ten-finger on the keyboard. In an effort to clear my chaotic mind, I’m trying to write anything. I require an object to dispose of all this garbage. I am not a person who expresses my anger verbally; instead, I write them all down.
Writing is my kind of therapy. Even though I am still in front of my laptop, it is an escape door that will lead me to a pleasant spot. Fortunately, I discovered this method to rescue me each time I encountered a dead end. In the same path, people might be injured in various ways, but thankfully they each have a unique system to help them recover.
I used to share my thoughts in my native language, and then I challenged myself to write in a universal one, English. This is how I try to be personable, quotable, and readable to as many readers as possible. Since this is in my early English writing stage, I don’t have high expectations.
Initially, I felt at ease writing in my native tongue. I used to compile words into stories daily. I put my writing on my blog, but my energy was gradually depleting, then I stopped doing so. After years, I attempt again to write both English and my language. I publish my writing on a wide range of platforms. Furthermore, I hope to meet my regular readers.
I’ve recently entered a time of recovery. I was under the weather for about seven days, requiring additional days to get back to my best performance. That’s why I do not write anything during that period. Now, I restart to arrange sentences on this Medium.
I recall my consistency in writing. I do not exaggerate my expectation, as I do my best shot only. Then, let’s see.
